Man i am gonna be busy in June. I’m gonna go to Fresno and might be able to go to Colorado and also go to track and fields. It starts in June 18 too D: that’s a bad day. That’s my 1 month anniversary with my boyfriend :( well I don’t know how we can celebrate it. Maybe a cheap date haha. Summer, only 3 months but it seems so long. Gonna miss my friends and also my cutie. :) I’m gonna go on a diet too during the summer. But I’m probably gonna be a big black chicken when I come back T-T. I miss my cutie already :( FaceTiming him earlier was cute. Seeing him playing with his yoshi plush was cute. Sigh I’m afraid of us breaking up. I’m doing everything for the first time with him. He’s the first person to make my heart beat,hold hands, and any other things.I know that one day we’re gonna break up but I’ll try not to make it a problem. It was a problem before to the point I was crying and made him almost cried. I love him too much. I don’t want to be so clinging onto him though :/ anyways I’m done writing for today. Good night
(Source: staypozitive)
Happy
Hehe :) I got to hold hands with him. It was cute. I was happy. Ahh so cute holding hands while going to the same classroom. Haha so happy. His hands were so cold though but it was cute. And now we FaceTime AWWWW I was so happy. I learn a lot about you too. I didn’t know you wore glasses too. Aww I’m happy. Well that’s all I got to say for today :)
Great :)
Today was great. I got to talk to my boyfriend more and hugged him too. So cute, now I just want to hold hands but it’s too hard. :( I offered him if he wanted to hold hands but he said I dont know. Sigh oh well. I got to see him :D man there’s gonna be a 4 day weekend again too. I’m not gonna be able to see him during the summer. But anyways today was great
(Source: dear-ayden)
listen to this and it will change your mind about ever thinking about suicide
for real.
omg..
Love.
You know i know that love is the first thing to life. I appreciate that but theres other kinds of stuff you can do besides love. Like for me i haven’t gone out with anybody for years, but i’ll wait till highschool because i don’t want to spend my rest of my life dating guys every single time i dump a new guy in middle school. There’s tons of better things to do than trying to find the person who you think is better for you. I mean like come’on, you’re like so young to think about that. It should be around college,highschool, or even when your 30 to even think who perfect for you. I’ve been liking this guys for months probably and i notice that i tried everything to make him notice me and it still did nothing. So i feel that people in middle school shouldn’t just date guy for fun. Being into a relationship isnt a game to see who went out the most, its being with that person you love till the end. I think love is a very strong word. I only used the word “i love you” to the people i truly do love.
